haiz..there's smthing wrong wif the tution grant thingi..i applied once at home..they said got error..i went to the admin office itself to apply, they said MOE didn't received my application..-.-" so i took my printed proof which shows that i've applied to the admin office..they will help me appeal for tution grant..the lady called me..saying tml 8plus i muz go to their office again to apply..have to wake up early again!!! hopefully tis time it works la..if not, i dunno where i can find such huge sums of money to continue my studies..more than 10k per semester..slog my whole life oso cannot get ar..GOD, please help me with tis..

went to fc4 n lunch wif leewah..at first when we meet, it's a bit awarkward la..aft wad i posted in my blog..aft awhile, we were became good old frenz again..hahax..she's as funny as ever..oops =p

i almost forgotten my thumbdrive AGAIN!!! so scary..Ryan return me my thumbdrive..wow..GOD bless those ppl hu help me keep my thumbdrive..if not, i sure cry de..all my projects is inside there..during de 3dfundimental lesson i showed teacher wad i'm going to madel for my project n teacher said it's tough..anyway, i'm giving it a go..worst come to worst..last minute i change model n do something easier..

*cough*cough* mom brew some funny funny smell chinese medi for me..it taste "nice"..juz like drinking crushed Panadol with hot water..eeeww..mom said will recover sooner..haiz..i hate getting sick..no fried stuff..no SPICY n HOT stuff..tt means everything bland for me..tt's juz so boring..but i dun care..i juz eat la..aft tt listen to her lecture..(rebelious kid in me juz grew stronger) >.< *cough*cough*

Zoe was not here tis morn..she's attending funeral..felt so sorry for her..but life gotta move on..yesterday choir, here's alot girls but v lil guy..my singing improves abit la..can go to higher notes than i ever thought..hahax..me n my sis got scolded for singing at night..hahax..=p it's ard 1-2am, my sis strums her guitar and i sing along with her..tis is SHIOK man..hehex..may i ask..wad's ur symtops of stress? for me, it's forgetfullness n stomach ache..sometimes, i can rmb alot of stuff..but when i'm understress, i'll juz forgotten wad u have told me seconds ago!! haahx..my mom thought i'm lazy to even rmb something..-.-" it's amazing how i could even pass my o'levels..

so sorry guys..i couldn't bear to tell u cuz i scared it'l hurt u guys..

woke up onli to realise that it's raining outside..OMG..tt is juz sooooo wrong..tt means no sunlight for my photos..haiz..have to bear wif it lo..taking my photo's under de super dim light of rainy days..haiz..got my sis to pose in my project..hehex..take finished, i wanna start doing my project..den, THIS STUPID PHOTOSHOP LAYERS JUZ WUN WORK!!! all de layers got locked n i dunno how to unlock it..DAMN IT!!!!!!! my parent started scolding me sarcastically during lunch time..next, leewah pm me..saying hweehwee ask y not nxt nxt fri..-.-" i admit myself, i'm a busy woman..i can squease u in my hectic schedule DOESN'T mean i'm alwayz able to do so...

woke up went to hwee hwee's house..my dressing style for de day was..I DON'T CARE!!! hahax..de shirt i wore kinda childish la..alot ppl look at me..oops..chit-chatting wif her mom was kinda scary..like being questioned..oops..sorry..but dun get used to speak mandrain liaoz..it's like so sudden she talk to me in mandrain den i stunned..hahax..nid time to register in my brain..took bak chang from her..thanks alot hweehwee!!! ^^ my mom compliments ur bak chang..her mom make for my family..tt's so nice of her..mummy said one day we muz buy smthing for her in return..we talked for quite some time la..den sat bus back to jurong point(jp)..she took de mrt to meet her senior..

on my way back, leewah wanna meet me at jp..so i went home put de bak chang at home..call my parents told them tt i'm going jp..went to jp look for leewah..haiz..some how our brain frequency didn't work well..she said she'll b at de taxi stand..i went outta mall she went in the mall..i went in the mall she went outta mall..-.-"

walk walk ard..kinda sianz..drink my fav milk tea ^^v play arcade..hahax..nice playing arcade..but waste my money onli..can save up n spend it on clothes instead..den we wanna buy some snacks at a stall la..leewah ordered hers while mine haven ordered yet..tt lady juz missed me n ask another person wad's her order..waaa..got cuztomer give u u oso dun wan ar? FINE.. i wun go back there to buy..such poor service oso got..smmore we nid to wait for leewah's snack for like wad? forever?? when tt 'preety' lady ( she come from china ) called us..walau..i juz give her a BU SHUANG look n walked awayz..i bought sushi in de end..hahax..long time no indulge in it liaoz..anyway, their service is better..

supposingly, today, my original plan was..morning go meet hweehwee, afternoon do my project..muz take pic..if no pic, i cannot hand-in (u know how fussy i can b if i wan perfection in my work ) den leewah called me say wanna meet up..walk until dinner time..come home..mom asked me..u walk wad ar? walk until so long..at home, there's porridge, kaya puff, breadtalk bread( i ate de bread n kaya puff onli )..bath alreadi, i wanna start my project ( which is due on monday???!!! ) n i realised SHIT, it's night time..OMG..my project!!! tt's y i wanna take it today evening cuz i need good sunlight to take good photographes..so that means i have to wait till tml morning and evening (n helplessly do nth but juz wait ) den take pictures of pills, human's side view, tatoos, gang, mayb a knife? RUSH thru the whole project and hand-in wonderfull magic edited pictures for teacher to evaluate..OMG..i'm dead..so tml..DUN EVEN THINK OF ASKING ME OUT AGAIN!!!!!! [[ -.-" my sis juz asked me wanna go shopping tml?? =`( sad..]]

omg..sorry sorry..sorry hweehwee..realli sorry..today i totally forgotten i nid to meet u le..really v v sorry!!! cuz i tot u will msg me to remind me de..=( sorry..too busy until i forgotten alot of things recently..sorry..

i suppose to meet hweehwee tonite at her house to take some 'bak chang' de..budden i forgotten liaoz..i onli rmbered when she called me!! aaa...haiz..forgetful me..-.-" tml morning meeting her again to take it..hopefully i'll rmb to wake up la..hahax..today so tired..there's left 2 - 3 more projects to go..stress!!! hopefully i wun flunk my module la..dun wish to repeat it again..=(

choir today kinda sux. v lil ppl go for practise and Jason left earlier. our conductor is still sick and my singing sux, even thou de seniors didn't say anything, i tink i sounded so badly then. the sops(sopranos = high pitch singer) are singing way too loud and high..covering us alto( alto = medium to low singer ). den alwayz kena influence by them to sing de wrong pitching..haiz..mayb i shld go back joining band instead of choir..

my spim( singapore poly interactive media = gaming) schedule n meeting alwayz clashes wif my choir..sooner or later i tink i oso gonna quit either one of them..but it's a real pity to quit spim la..cuz i'm in de managing committee now..haiz..

it's geting late..going zzz le..maple kinda sux when my com lag..-.-"

" y com?? y u LAG??!!!!"

nites..sweet dreams..

wow..today is such a tiring day..juz bath finished onli..haiz..hate to rush project last minute..zzz went to catch a good movie : X-MEN3: THE LAST STAND..hahax..nice!! shiok..but one thing bad is, the module that i'm taking currently, teaches us stuff abt movies. so i didn't really get to enjoy it. i was attentively looking at the effects created using Maya, de camera angle, how to story was develop using difference sequence. anyway, this movie is much more complicated compared to X-MEN 1 & 2..but still, IT'S SHIOK MAN!!! =P but one advise from my sis : IF YOU DO NOT LIKE READING COMIC BOOKS, DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO CATCH THIS SHOW. i dunno y she said tis..guess the man sitting beside her was kinda bored..n his boi was explaining every single thing to him..

we were sitting next to tis two guys.i tink they were de famous gay couple. didn't really saw them but can see that they ARE handsome n good-looking. mayb i shld go for movie even more..hahax..heard that they often went to watch movie here..><>

in tis show, there's so many macho, handsome n cute moves!!! hahax..one of it is de scene when an angel man flew across the camera, it captured his most handsome moment..hahax..there's tis scene when Bobby was kinda blur y Rogue angry at him, he look damn cute wif that look!! hahax..and the most macho moments was when Wolverine was struggling to walk towards JeanGrey as she tries to push him. but tat scene a bit retarded la..his shirt all come off except for his pants..abit NO-logic..den he told her i love you. and killed her. that was WOW..

okay la..shldn't have comment so much on de movie..u guys shld enjoy it urself..i dun wanna destroy the fun of watching it..hahax..

hey hey hey..long time no blog liaoz..hahax..sorry..was busy lately..have so many projects and assignment to do..yesterday, i slept at ard 3am ++!!! hahax..i muz b crazy..i'm rushing my project tat time..walau, alot stuff i didn't do lo..now stress..tink i'm going to screw up my projects..haiz..guess wad my frenz call me is right " da mang ren" = busy girl. hahax.. ^^ within two weeks, i had super busy schedule..hahax..muz b a wonder that i can still think properly..hahax..tonight i'm watching movie..^^ X-MEN3:THE LAST STAND..hahax..mayb i'm going to watch other movies wif my sis..dunno la..haiz..hu can accompany me to "pei" my frenz for mayb a movie and walk walk?? haiz..i so kelian..resort to such extend to ask ppl hu can accomapany me..hahax..davyd not free..=( leewah?? r u free?? anybody freeeeee??!!!! hahax..i'm at sch now, using my own laptop..-.-" it's damn heavy lo..can throw shot-put liaoz..hahax..having math lesson..-.-" super BORING!!! later i need to rush my project, hand in my project, rush back home for dinner, go to movies wif my sis..haiz..a tired tired day..yesterday sleep so late today woke up at 6am..wow..headache now!!! >.<

yesterday slep at 4.30++ near 5am!!! ahhax..i muz b crazy..my parents woke up n scold me.. x.x was talking to davyd..hahax..he`s a funny n crappy guy..lol..=x woke up at abt 10.30++..my left calf muscle cramp like nobody's business..-.-" can't even get outta bed!! bearing de pain n get ready to meet hweehwee at jurong east..

we waited for de imm bus but didn't take it in de end..too long liaoz..walked there instead..hahax..long time never walk together wif hweehwee liaoz..we did some catch ups abt our lifes n all sort of things going on..

went to c 5566..waited in de sun n it was 12++!!! guess wad??!! i got badly sun burnt by it!! ( i was wearing sleveless n a bit of bare back shirt ) i didn't realised until when i come home, i felt so pain when i scrub my back..OMG my back is as red as de lobster shell!!!

my parents n elder sis scold me for being so stupid..-.-" they thought i was de one hu is chasing after them..-.-" oouch!! now it hurt so much!! =(( can feel tat my back is producing heat..=(( hopefully it can recover fast enuf before sch opens on monday..if not, i'll b feeling v hot even in air-conditioned rooms..

i'm feeling v stress..alot projects oso haven do..alot hmwk i oso haven touch!! haven catch up wif my frenz bout their lifes..there's so many gatherings going ard..no mojney!!!!! aaaaa!!!! feel like crying!! =`((

I am 41% Girl

[ ]my fingernails/toenails are almost always painted
[x]during the summer pretty much the only shoes iwear are flip flops
[x]my favorite toy as a child were barbies
[x]my favorite color is purple
[ ]i did Gymnastics
[x]i love skirts
[ ]hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ]tight jeans are the only jeans i'll wear
[x]i love chocolate
[ ]i've never had a real job
TOTAL: 5

[ ]my hair is straightened
[x]i have at least 8 friendster pictures
[x]i usually go shopping once a week
[x]i love to hang out with friends
[ ]i have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ]i've gone to a tanning salon
[ ]ive gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ]i have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ]i watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[x]i change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 4

[ ]i wear a shower cap
[ ]I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x]my cell phone might as well become a part of me
[x]i wear mascara everyday ( onli if i feel good that day.. )
[x]i've been or am on a diet
[ ]bathing suits are adorable
[ ]i dont know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[ ]big sunglasses are hott
[ ]i have gotten my nails done
[ ]i own over 10 purses
TOTAL:3

[x]MTV is one of my favorite channels
[x]all i want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ]i love to have other girls do my hair
[ ]i give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x]i hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[ ]carnivals are so fun!!
[ ]summer is THE best season
[x]im waiting for my knight in shining armor
[x]pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 5

[ ]u write me a poem and tell me im beautiful and im all yours
[x]i am self-conscious.
[ x]i cry often( when i'm really really down..which is like NOW!!! )
[ ]my car smells like vanilla
[ ]my dishes get washed more then once a week
[ ]i dont do sports
[x]i HATE to run
[ ]i squeal when im surprised or angry
[ ]i eat dried fruit as a snack
[ ]i love romance novels
TOTAL: 3

[x]Drew Barrymore is so cute( she's hot too!! )
[ ]i dance a lot
[x]i usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[x]i only have like 5 billion hair products
[x]i love to get dressed up.
[x]every part of my outfit needs to match
[x]i talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[x] i would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[x]price on clothes hardly matters
[x]i apply lip gloss 50 times a day( not tt much la.. )
TOTAL: 9

[x]i wish i were a model
[ ]i wish i could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ]i have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ]i own Uggs
[x]Hip Hop is the best music
[ ]i pop my collar
[ ]i like to be the center of attention
[x]guys with Mohawks are hot (yea..they r cool!! punk rox!! )
[x]horses are beautiful
[ ]i'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 4

[ ]cats are adorable
[ ] i can write my own music/song/lyric
[ ] i would love to visit Hawaii
[x]Valentine's day is so cute! (it's lovely)
[ ]white is better then black
[x]i wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ]my closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[ ] i hate the grunge look of a beard
[ ]i love to read gossip magazines
[x]i love to gossip
TOTAL: 3

[ ]I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[x]i love Celine dion
[ ]My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ]my wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ]my friends and i are in a strict group. we mostly only hang out with each other only.
[ ]i like kids
[ ]diet drinks are the best
[ ]im all about being vegetarian
[ ]i refuse to eat at McDonald's
[ ]i check my friendster everyday.
TOTAL: 1

[x]i LOVE life!( but smtimes it's SUX!!! )
[x]i have a lot of jewlery!
[ ]claires has cheap jewlery
[ ]my screen names have x's in them -
[ ]either one of my friendster profile has/had<3 in them
[ ]i would never want to be the opposite sex
[x]it's not what he/she said it's the way he/she said it
[ ]i have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[ ]i have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[x] i love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 4

ADD UP ALL OF THE TOTALS AND REPOSTWITH I AM [....] PERCENT GIRL

I fear 22 out of 66 things

[x] the dark
[ ] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[x] spiders and/or other insects
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[x] being put to sleep
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[x] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[x]mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] cemeteries
[x] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
[x] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes
[x] sharks
[x] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[x] ghosts
[x] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[ ] being alone
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep

BE HONEST. I WAS
Repost saying:"I fear (number) out of 66 things"

I'm 16% boyish..

[ ] you own a jersey
[x] you like being sweaty
[ ] you love mud
[x] you play at least one sport on a team
[x] you play more than 1 sport for fun
[ ] you hate pink
[ ] you live in sweatshirts and jeans
[x] pranks are fun
[x] dogs are better than cats
[ ] its funny when people get hurt
Total: 5

[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] pulling heads off dolls isnt creepy.. itsfun
[ ] you dont cry
[ ] sad movies suck
[ ] girl drama is stupid
[ ] painting your nails is weird/stupid
[ ]you own a ps
[ ]you own a xbox (u gimme can la..)
[ ] at some point in time you wanted to be a fireman
[ ] you own a psp
Total = 0

[x] you used to be obsessed with powerrangers
[ ] you watch sports center
[ ] sports on tv are awesome
[ ] gorey movies are the best!
[ ] you arent scared of anything
[ ] you take part in "male bonding"
[x] you only go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball caps
[ ] you aren't sensitive
[x] no pain no gain
Total = 3

[ ] you like going to football games
[x] night games rock
[ ] spiders and bugs are cool
[ ] you like to freak out your sister orbrother
[ ] you used to or do collect baseball cards
[ ] saggy pants are cool
[ ] you get sports illustrated
[x ] fire is cool
[x] you don't babysit
[x] you're immature
total: 4

[ ] its kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green or black or red or blue are yourfavorite color(s)
[ ] romantic comedies are boring
[ ] you hate dressing up
[ ] you dont care about your hair
[x] you love to go crazy and not care whatpeople think
[ ] youre the one who asks a guy/girl outnot the other way around
[x] climbing is fun
[x] contact sports like football are fun
Total: 4

now add the numbers up and re-post withyourscore as:"I'm ___% boyish

morn. wake up. breakfast. sch. lesson starts. i`m sux at 3DF..teacher juz asked me wad is component mode n wad is object mode..such simple question i oso dunno wad's de ans for it.. felt v sad.. =(

aftn. went to eat wif lee wah. I hab dedicated certain days for certain stuff. every tues, i'll b eating wif leewah. other days, i'll b eating lunch wif my classmates. leewah had stomach ache. i eat alone for awhile. leewah bought me a super nice earing. gotta pay her back no matter wad. aft sch, went to fc5 de pizzahut there to discuss project matters. dunno wad they decide on but i went off earlier.

went to fc4 to meet up wif jia hui. he's alone there. went to cityhall, marina bay, suntec city juz to eat Gelare waffles. -.-" dun feel any difference than any other waffles oso. smmore is quite ex lo. v fulling for me but not for him. walk walk ard. went to all those adidas, nike, op, billabong shops. he wanna look ard for a new pair of pants. kinda boring stuff for me la but gotta accompany him lo. played arcade >> HouseOfUndead4 again. smtimes getting kinda bored of it alreadi. i've been spending ard $20++ in total for tis game. wanna play de drums de but de machine seems a bit 'slow'. walk walk ard again.

went back to boon lay, up to swensens to collect our cheque. =.=" mdm shirley asked again,'since when u two together ar?' dotz...saw bing jie there oso. haizya, forgotten to ask for his number. felt kinda bad leaving swensens like that. today, they like got lesser ppl on de floor liaoz..jia hui deposited his cheque. went to walk ard, c SooKee jewellery shop. shocked. de voucher can throw awayz liaoz..it's $1000++ de lo..n de voucher is juz $50 off..

finally, go eat dinner at BillyBombers. we ordered two sets. mine is fish while his is chicken. he changed his fries to potato salad( kinda weird nice). de food was kinda nice but de portion was way too big. been eating like siao liaoz..i give up n ask jia hui eat de fries..he cut de chicken like v funny lo..hahax..i didn't really finished de soup..dun really like it..de service there was bad to okay la..we called a guy to refill his coke, he gave him back a ice lemon tea ( which doesn't taste like it at all..taste more like sour plum juice..) i raised my hand but like nobody c me sia..at last, a gurl staff noticed me..she changed for us coke. at that point of time, i was really v v full..x.x come our desert was a scoop of some kinda mint icecream..supposingly is cake de..but dunno y become icecream liaoz..dun bother to ask oso la..they r doing their closing..when de bills come, he paid using NETS( they got tis cute portable thingi that made payment instantly )..den of course i pay him back..add on everyting was $50++ tis really burns a hole in my pocket liaoz..one thing i find it weird..he likes to go to de gents wifout telling me..den i blur blur de..dunno do wad..went back home..leewah called me.she got shocked when she found out that i'm not at home..hahax..so funny..v tired..go zzz liaoz..

woke up early in the morning to go to the temple. sat mrt to bugis to pray. there's alot ppl there and it's so crowded inside. the hot weather doesn't help at all. shopping at OG for a while. zoe msged me, asking m i bringing a bag? went home to change clothes n rush to marina bay alreadi. onli saw catherine, kian leong n wei hong sitting down there. sat down, chit chat, share my kaya puff bread (bought at delifrance) wif catherine. they arrived. sat bus to play arcade. spent $6 on it. played HOUSE OF THE UNDEAD 4 wif kian leong. he's good. =D sat bus to east coast park. gena n grace was there alreadi. they rent our bikes for us. really nid to thank them cuz de shop is closing soon. choose a bike n cycle ard. zoe didn't really know how to bike. Ferg accompany her. we cycled as a whole grp. until one stop, ppl infront me break suddenly, i lost control of my bike, Ferg tell me not to stop, but i can't control my bike, i used my leg to stop it. Zoe went to de side n fell down. she twisted her wrist. i felt so bad. if i know she's behind me, i wouldn't hab stopped. really felt v guilty. her wrist still in pain. we walked to a nearby bbq pitch area n rest there. we decided to take turns to accompany her. gena,grace,michelle n me went to cycle first. SS came n Ferg came too. we gurls follow SS n he cycled until v far far awayz. all the way to changi beach. v tired. on the way, we sing n chat. was fun. but i was afraid of the vehicles that passes by. arrived at changi beach, we tok photos, do some silly stuff. once we took a back facing photo n SS was covering his head. we viewed de photo n i saw a face of a man on SS's head. i showed to other ppl. SS a bit freak out.but it`s juz de clothes. sat ard n chit-chat. cycle back to east coast park. my bike started giving me problems. it make noise n i began to feel tat i'm moving v slowly..cycling back tt time, we got lost at one of the junctions, it lok exactly de same but it's de wrong junction. we cycled n stopped. unsure weather it`s here or not. Michelle n Ferg saw de images of trees ( coconut trees head cut off ). they started to get scared n cycled v fast. i was too tired to b scared anymore. Ferg slow Michelle down n asked me to catch up. we went back to de junction n try another junction. tis time, it was de correct ones. both of them r still cycling v fast. no matter how hard i cycle, my bike doesn`t seem to move at de correct pace. in de end, i stopped. when i started to cycle back, i juz realised my back wheel was jammed. it`s not even moving. -.-" all my energy was drained. Ferg carried n pushed my bike. thankful that he`s there. arrived, we ( SS, gena,grace n me) went to de edge of de rocky wall (wateva u called that) n sit down there. we talk abt almost everything. randy n wei hong come n joined us. chit-chat. laugh. randy went out n kian leong joined us. randy came back, Zoe, Michelle n Ferg came too. everyone was tired.Sing songs, chit-chat.most ppl juz lay down to rest or sleep awhile. onli me didn't catch some sleep. nid to cycle back to de bicycle shop but my bike was down. Ryan, SS, Matthias,Gena all helped me to fix de bike. (Thanks guys!! really thank you!!! ) still de bike is down. so i juz dragged it along. SS offered to drag my bike but i refused.he said,"let me b de man for a while can?" i was stunned. matthias came n try to fix it again, cannot. he asked me to hold his bike n he carried my bike onto his shoulder n walk. i really felt v v v v v v bad for him. it`s not his fault tt my bike was down n yet he hab to cary it. i walked wif his bike n he tell me, " i give u a working bike n yet u wanna walk" i juz ignored him lo. if i ride his bike, i`ll feel more bad. it`s a 2km plus plus walk!! on our way, Zoe tried to move her bike awayz so tt it wont bang into an AhPek, but it twisted her wrist even more. felt so sorry for her. =(( we walked back n arrived in de end. went to get some drinks. when Matthias came back, i apologised to him, he said," nvm de, u r a gurl ma.." wow!! so `kan tong`!! he`s really de man!!! during de camp, same grp wif him, he`s oso de man n gentleman. hu`s ever is his gf sure v lucky. going back home, davyd msg me..fun chatting wif him..i slp while standing n i almost fell down. so i sit n slp lo..too tired liaoz..went home, bath, eat, slp, dinner, slp, brush teeth, slp till tis morning..

zoe called me in de morning..she forgotten to bring her termometer..we were suppose to bring our termometer to take temperature..luckily she called me, if not, i oso forgotten..hahax..so i juz brought two termometer wif me..one for her n another one for me..thank God i managed to find it..if not, nid to go buy termometer liaoz..come to sch abit late la..sweating like hell..weather so hot..-.-"

after our first lesson, our lecturer released us earlier by 15mins..our class went to grab a bite n stroll to another class..when it`s time for lunch, the guys in our class search high n low for seats, they found one table for four n gave it to the ladies(us)..I was really very touched by what my classmates did..there were actually gentleman in our class..glad to know that, but i felt bad when we bought one meals, sat down, eat while some of them still standing there, waiting for places to sit, looking at us finishing our meals..i pity them le..like we gurls bully them like that..i bought fish porridge n it`s super fulling eat half onli but i dun like the fish..de texture like jelly flour like that..hahax..

before lesson starts, we played a game called truth or dare..so suay, de bottle turned to my direction..-.-" i choose truth ( if choose dare, they make u do all sorts of funny funny stuff!! ) den, they asked me.."what`s de unknown's name?"(smtihng like tt) i was like..OMG!!! budden it`s juz a game la..so i told them lo..super embrassing lo..maths lesson was damn boring..going to sleep alreadi..stayed back wif classmates to do my assignment for awhile..go accompany leewah eat her dinner,change clothes,go up to her club room..n went home aft tt..saw de guy..felt shy shy again..hahax..

registered for many cca, but i dunno hwich one to choose..i dun wan a cca that got alot guys..de sp gaming club, most of it is guys..i dunno anybody there oso..onli got one or two gurls..-.-" badminton club never call for training day, choir next mon den start..archery i`m not so sure whether i got interest anot..today play treasure hunt (choir)..damn hot..know somw of de ppl there..fun la..nowadays..i dunno wad to do..he seems no reaction to me liaoz..hopefully u wun b reading tis blog la..msg him oso never reply..i dun wanna b a fly, buzzing ard..i scared u find me irritating n yet, i wanna talk to you..=\ (puzzled)

woke up late..rush thru..msg davyd c whether he got reply anot..funnily he replied..0.0 hahax..guess time has changed..last time i call him he oso wun ans nor reply my sms de..now onli he reply..budden his reply all so short wan..-.-" i dun quite like ppl to msg me short short de sms..it gives me a cold feeling..anyway, he said he`s late..-.-" yesterday nite still say u got planned everything liaoz..wun b late..-.-" dotz..

attend class..lunch time, i didn`t go wif the class again..(mia) de whole class like bu shuang me alreadi..den aft school i chiong to meet leewah..they again bu shuang wif me..[[ bu shuang = not happy ]] i guess onli on tuesdays den i'm having lunch wif leewah lo..otherelse..they say i pang sai them..[[ pang sai=similiar to leave ]] hiaz..hard to b a person..i cannot leave de class..cuz it`s like we r in a family..den de more i cannot leave my fren, leewah cuz she`s been my great pal ever since forever..i`m puzzled..

today learnt new stuff..v challenging..smtimes dunno wad de teacher is talking about..everytime my class n i would try our best to late for a few minutes..hahax..so we wun nid to learn alot stuff..hahax..but i guess it`s de same ba..juz de thought of going from one class to another class makes me bored n tired..onli love certain module n i sux at other module..haiz..hopefully i wun failled my module la..dun wish to waste my parents money..=((

woke up late..went to orchard again..but tis time is at plaza singapura.. ate lunch there..guess wad..a guy tried to cut my que..he saw me, he back-off..when i was buying my lunch, he juz come over n chatted wif me like nobody`s business sia..here`s our chatting form : (([h] = de guy [k] = me )) [h]: u working here ar? [k]:no! [h]:u eating wif ur boyfriend? [k]:no! (glaring at him)..i walked off de stall after my food was ready..(( wanted to tell him : wad de fcuk is wrong wif u man?? i`m eating wif hu is none of ur business!! fcuk off la!! )) but of course i never do so..if not, my sis sure will scold me de..n went onto walk walk..went in Yamaha, saw de electic guitar..wow..price is killing us!! thousand more for a stylo ones..-.-" didn`t went to play arcade nor eat sushi..hahax..i so guai..walked to orchard point, my sis wanna go in OG c bags..was thinking wanna go visit Jiahui anot, since i`m there..but my sis dun wnaan go up to meet him n i`m dressing so sloppily..haiz..so we tried clothes n bags..den go home after that, didn`t went to say `hi!` to him..went home for dinner..it`s late liaoz..bath after that n come in for blogging..my sis wanna use..den cannot play maple le..sad..=((

supposingly meet at jurong east at 11pm..everyone late except for leewah..so decided to meet at boonlay..i was late about 10mins..but hweehwee is even later then me..-.-" dotz..took mrt to orchard..walked the wohle far east plaza..having Long John Silver as lunch..walked more..went to orchard point..meet JiaHui..went to eat tea-time wif him..i sat next to him, HweeHwee n LeeWah sat opposite us..he onli hab 1h for his break den he nid to go back work liaoz..after our tea-time( his lunch or dinner i dunno) we said bye-bye to him n rush back home alreadi..came back home, damn tired..tml still nid to go shopping wif my sis..

today almost late for class again..=) leewah waited for me awhile..den we go together..thank god de class is at T1751..haahx..hab to climb up 3 storey..having first lesson as 3dfundamental..shiok..all is watch films de..went for another class before lunch..first time the whole class was actually having a class lunch together..but i don't think that teong cheng came..he's a super quiet guy..talk to him like wan to vomit blood like that..i talk non-stop alreadi lo..den, he onli reply ' oh, hmm'..that's all!!!! back to topic, glad to know that there's gentleman in our class..hahax..done wif lunch..went to the classroom earlier den me,gena,grace n michelle played a very stupid game lo..dunno wad's it's called la but involve numbers de..no fair le!! they all win more than me.. =( me lousy..=( anyway, they ask us do so many stupid forfeit..many ppl was watching n laughing at us sia..our classmates saw us too..hahax..lol..stupid but fun game..during lesson, SS (panda) so funny sia..hahax..i having headache den..dunno y..sudden headache..after lesson, went to main library to c leewah..everyday walk there to c her..i can slim down alreadi..hahax..lol..go eat things at canteen..den go home lo..

tis is my first post here..juz for testing onli..=D